my diary...:)

roller blading

2006-07-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

Met up with shervil and bing yesterday. Thanks girls for meeting up. It was a great chat and I wish we can do it more often. Glad to hear everyone's good and doing fine on our new career. Yeps. I went to pasta cafe with them :) good coy, good food. Thanks for the book! Really love it.

Following that, I went to meet up with Bk and Colin for Jap Curry. I ordered some cheese pork thingy and it was nice, though the curry was a lil' spicy. but overall, quite a nice place. :) Then bk suggested night blading! and I spent my bday with them @ ecp. [ technicaly speaking it's my bday, coz past midnight haha]

it was such a fun and wonderful night, filled with fun, laughter, and of course a bruise on my butt....haha... Been some time since I've been to ecp, been wanting to go there. We reached there around 11++ pm and bladed till 3+. It was Bk's 1st real blading session and I must say that he's quite good for a first timer..

While blading back from the "Techno" pub, we discovered the sand castles and the above pic illustrates the lousy photography skills of someone , haha :p

it was such a nice feeling staring out at the jetty, I love the feeling...looking into the vast water...it really brings my troubles to faraway land.......staring up into the skies to see stars.... I wish that I can do that more often, I wish that I don't hae to work haha. but of course, reality is often hurting. I miss tioman. I miss redang.

oh well, what's the importance of birthday to everyone? As a kid, you look forward to attentions, cakes, toys. As you grow up, I think you just hope that your friends will be free to meet up and catch up with each other. that's my simple birthday wish. and of course, it would be great if there's a birthday cake hehe. :).

I thank all my friends who made my weekend. Really appreciated.

**Sorry for the formatting. Always a problem for me.

time flies

2006-07-15T02:02:00.000+08:00

Hello dearest friends, it's been really long since I last update...sorry for that, I've been really busy and there really isn't much interesting things for me to blog about..

I've started work..into my 3rd week..actually going into 4th week as of next week...work has been pretty interesting...or at least challenging for me to learn fast...I really hope i can do well..but I feel that I have been making mistakes here n there.....and I really have a lot of uncertainties...about my own capabilities...about..the future? I don't know...but time really passes by when you are working, and I just wonder where my life will lead me to in the next few years...it's scary....everyone's being entrapped in the rat race......everyone, myself included, I really wish I have more time for my family, my friends, and for myself. It's funny how you suddenly have super loads of craving when you start work.....like.....Blading, Sitting by the beach...Shopping.....Going to chill-out...going to club...or even just slacking at home, or visit grandmother more often....or just gg out with friends! I know it's all about time management and all...but how do you stay awake the next day at work if u stay out late......
oh man, I'm not making sense anymore...

Anyway, yups. I guess all of u must be wondering where's my post on the China trip...I dun have time to post them at all....and I think my bloggin's gonna stop until i have major things to blog about like......

Sometimes I wonder y i keep bumping into jerks.. like attached guys who asks girls out for reasons we know why...and the list goes on.....I mean, I don't understand, why can't you be satisfied with wad u haf!?! ..hmmm......it's such things I hear that makes me lose faith in relationship..I truly am afraid I am running away from such things....even if sometimes my heart falls wif some1....I no longer feel like pursuing it for fear of breaking the fragile heart.....

I enjoy my life as it is...I just wish that everyone's doing fine and well at their 1st embarkment into the working world...welcome to the corporate world...

haha, this is such a disorganised and aimless piece of entry...

sad-ed

2006-06-11T13:58:00.000+08:00

wad a gloomy rainy day........ I'm nt hopeful anymore..

Don't miss me while I'm away :p

2006-06-11T13:54:00.002+08:00

My fav umbrella again...hehe, my last pic sobs sobs

2006-06-11T13:54:00.001+08:00

tis's the cake I chose, it was nice...some red wine cake..

2006-06-11T13:54:00.000+08:00

ok, my last meal in taipei..

2006-06-11T13:53:00.003+08:00

Drinks on my last night..

2006-06-11T13:53:00.002+08:00

nice sceneries wif my bestest frens!

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n the open area toilet

2006-06-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

tis is the balcony area where we stayed..

2006-06-11T13:52:00.003+08:00

hMm, spot e diff.....I tink I lost count of the days....

2006-06-11T13:52:00.002+08:00

stEambOat!

2006-06-11T13:52:00.001+08:00

hmmm, guess wad we were trying to do?

2006-06-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

e romanitc bridge once more..

2006-06-11T13:51:00.001+08:00

thanks to Sha's relatives for the nice hospitality

2006-06-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

@ the korean bbq place, cheeck out the fish ..

2006-06-11T13:50:00.004+08:00

okie...hee, bedtime

2006-06-11T13:50:00.003+08:00

HAhAHA

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@ e romantic bridge..

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Tis is the bridge..I swear tis is a super romantic place.......

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@ the Yu ren Ma Tou..

2006-06-11T13:49:00.002+08:00

DoNUts.....we walked a long way for these...

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I love e drinks..esp the lavender mIlk tea...n the packaging!!!!!!!! y dun they carry it in singapore?

2006-06-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

blur pic, but u get the pic..

2006-06-11T13:48:00.004+08:00

CheryL wif e fan~ hee

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C the delight on our faces..

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Mrt Station

2006-06-11T13:48:00.001+08:00

lOok @ my big blue black!

2006-06-11T13:48:00.000+08:00

hehe, i like tis pic

2006-06-11T13:47:00.002+08:00

5 happie girls relishing their childhood..

2006-06-11T13:47:00.001+08:00

lOok @ e Big StrawBerRies..Yummy

2006-06-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

ShoppAholiCs..

2006-06-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

Where we stayed, youth Hostel, every nite, I'm afraid e bed would collapse ( oopz)

2006-06-11T13:44:00.002+08:00

Zoomed

2006-06-11T13:44:00.001+08:00

Tis is sinful, butsuper nice! Wish they have it in Singapore

2006-06-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

I love e white umbrellas...

2006-06-11T13:43:00.001+08:00

heh, 3 posers n 1 super gd service guy

2006-06-11T13:43:00.000+08:00

I took tis on e plane..it looks so..unreal...but beautiful..

NeoPrint

2006-06-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

Taken @ TaiPei..been Long since i LAst Took NeoZ..

Photo Blog

2006-06-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

~I Love TaiPei ~

okie, the above were taken right in Singapore before we boarded e plane, everyone all smiles..anyway I really have no time...and I only have time to photo blog..hope you'll enjoy e (ugly) pics ...

These are not all e photos, when I'm back from china, I'll blog in specific my favourites individual pics...meanwhile, don't miss me ! I'll be away in China ..but I'll still be contactable by phone...take care people * HugS*

Marche

2006-06-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Met Shervil, Bing n Aaron @ Marche + Chilling out @ Pac Cafe. =)

of deep thoughts...

2006-06-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog about this last night but the server was down..
I had a long conversation with a new found friend...and I was totally upset over some of the comments which according to him, were valuable advice...I was told that I give him the impression that I am not matured and confident enough for the workforce...and it really hit me badly...I mean, I've thought about this at the back of my mind....but I duno...is it something that's gg to prevent me frm being successful? I duno, I told my fren abt it, n he told me that I'm crazy, says that that's just the first impression I gave and that tis fren haven seen what I'm made of and what I can do.... hmmm....sometimes...I feel like an unpolished gem...not to say that I think I am good, but I believe that I need more experiences to make me a better person..............................

Just a very random post.....but it reflects the little fears that I've had in me time n time again.....

anyway, I got into final round for A*ccenture~ ...will get interviewed the very same day that I'm flying off~ * Prays hArd* hmmm..Yups..... n my fren said, am i taking tis option becoz it's the 1st coy to come along...or am i realie wanting to get in? hmmm, I believe the prospects r good..n I like e culture n the people there.......and of course, let's talk abt it only if I get really get the offer..

p/s: m i too realistic/ non street smart? how do u define street smart?

I wish u were here for me to share my thoughts wif u..............

Graduation Wishes!

2006-06-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

I've been wanting to blog about my happiness but I couldn't seem to find time to..or rather I would say I was lazy to blog{ been wanting to upload e taipei pics, but yes i'm lazy, but i'll do it soon}....Yes....I've attained my graduation wish...:) I couldn't describe my happiness and excitement when I checked my exams results, I was prepared for the worst, yet it turned out to be a pleasant pleasant surprise, I was totally over the moon when I knew it, I have no idea why, don't ask me...I am not very very concerned with results, just that..maybe I feel I did my parents proud, especially my dad, who works so hard to raise me up! :) Yup, sounds cliche, but yes...I really am happy I did him proud...although he may not express his happiness, but I can tell that he is happy that he has a daughter like me muhahaha, yups, but my dad has a funny reaction, I think none of you will expect it...I called him over the phone

Me: Papa, I've got my results....FIRST CLASS!

Dad: Wah, so clever? haha, but now you'll find it tougher to get a job, because the employers will be afraid you'll run away....

Me: Thinking to myself..Huh....what logic is that..haha

hmm....yUps, nothing much to reallly blog about...but generally, I'm happy, I'm happy for everyone..for everything...:)

oH, and yesterday was one tiring day for me, went to BAT in the morn for e numerical & verbal test, bumped into Eric n had lunch with Benson, Benson's a comical guy, but he makes loads of sense, n he gives u good advices through added humour....

After which, I rushed home to change and went down for A*ccenture for 2nd round of interview, the interviewer is a nice lady :) hmmm, *prays hard n crosses finger**

And it was dinner time n I met BoonKiat for dinner @ the nice thail food @ Sembawang, I waited for him till I almost wanna doze off..I was super hungry...hmmm, yups...supposed to go bowling with him, but ended up playing Time Crisis and Bishi Bashi, hahahaha relish of our childhood, but it was a fun time nonetheless, got a blueblack on my hands now! ha...

Yup, nothing much, going out to meet bing n yongfeng soon, we'll gg shopping! hee, but I guess I'll just window shop, no $$ le....

n then it's celebration time with Shervil n Bing! :) I'm so happy for my 2 friends who also got their wishes...

It's a happy happy period for me and I really hope e happiness will last..it's been long since I felt so happy.......

** I wonder if ......u r reallie dat busy....or whether.........................................

Basking in the MoonLight

2006-06-04T15:26:00.000+08:00

hmm...what a nice saturday indeed...

I went to visit the home for the homeless { I realised i forgot to note down the name of the place} , the people there are really sincere and true, they are very warm and friendly, though I guess deep down they should be feeling rather lonely, having no family n all, or maybe some of them have families but their families abandoned them, I told Yishu that I will try n go more often if he goes, hehe, I was quite amazed that he knows everyone so well there ~

Following that it was bbq @ YongFeng's place, thanks for the free ride and it's so funny going through the car wash........Yishu told me tis is wad a guy goes through when he's dating a girl, hahahahaha, so funny, fetch the friends also need to wash car to give a good impression, he says these are the little things guys do for the girls they r chasing after, n I told him after that you all treat them like shit...haha.....oh well, good luck to u then hehe..

Bbq was fun, people present included : me! Bing, Alvin, Mc, Melissa, Paul, Leonard, Yufang, Chia Yong , Zc, shervil....and after the bbq, they were helping me to come up with an English name...and haha, they practically entertained themselves for 2 hrs trying to come up with an english name, changing Chicken to Jhicken , shows that they really have no idea..hehe

anyway, I thought the top 3 names were quite nice: Jernelle, Jerraine or Jashley ..Vote ?!?

And the surprise of the night, I went out with Mr Khoo for drinks. It was truly an enjoyable night....1st stop : Le XXX { cannot rem the name @ Chijme's basement}...2nd stop: Insomnia , how apt a name to describe wad I had been experiencin over the last few weeks, luckily it's gone....Both bAnds were pretty gd, though I din really like the 1st one, the 2nd one was quite good @ catchin e attention of e crowd, n I must say that it is really crowded....3rd stop: Supposed to be Newasia bar but it was closed when we got there! buT we managed to snap pixs of the superb view...really love looking @ such views, it makes u feel wonderful...=) and then o Marriot Hotel called ....{ I cannot remember} ...I quite like e music there......and haha, got a little too high after so many drinks ...1.Champagne 2. Hoe garden 3.Bailey's thingy 4. White wine { my fav!} 5. Vodka Cranberry ......after that it was strolling along the river...I really love that stretch of road, the sceneries...especiallly @ night.....looking @ all the sky scrapers...brings back memories...I remember once I was very sad over something, I went with my friend to the 38th Floor of UOB building, I think that was when I was in sec school { so many years back!} ..and I just sat there the whole afternOon looking @ the sceneries.. hmmm..yups.....I really really enjoyed myself.... I hope u did too..... { Something's wrong with the photo uploader, will do it later..}

**Please do not toy with a fragile heart..

Happie Street

2006-06-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

hehe, I was bo liao and decided to try this out :

Draw a House to determine your personality

This is my house, it was meant to be a beach house, but they din allow me to draw a beach....

Tada, my House: { okie, lousy drawing huh hee}

My results:

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

My thoughts:

I guess the analysis is somehow accurate, yet not accurate....I never want to live alone! I want to have a cozy house n stay wif my beloved{ yet to be found}...and ...yes my life is full of changes...and maybe yes...i do keep my feelings deep coz once bitten twice shy? Yups...i'm definitely nt a flirt....I am committed n devoted if I meet that person ...hehe..

okie, I conclude I reallie am bo liao, wished I was out now.....but didn't make any plans today...

***I thought I will c u today..but nope..

Insommnia..

2006-06-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

I am getting insommnias...and I absolutely hate it....When I was young, I could fall asleep anywhere, anytime and I'm talking about sweet dreams.....deep slumber....but now, I've not been getting quality sleep...why!!! it's getting irritating..I just wanna have a good sleep......

okie, random blog again, I reallie wish to have a good good sleep......been having insomnias for the past 2 days....

Yesterday..I dreamt that I have 3 C's for my final semester...and I woke up with a shock.......and slowly, the shock developed into a fear that it may actuallie materalise...recalling that I din do very well for the last few papers.......is it time for drinking ? Let the 1st week of June decide for me..

Packing ...Memories Flooded

2006-05-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

I was packing my other cupboards...n I came across the tioman pics.......the fotocards that we took......Igors..............memories flooded....................Sometimes I still cannot put a full stop to the many question marks that I have...but oh well...I just know that....I have to put an end to everything.....

Just a random blog......feel quite sian after see-ing all the happie fotos which I've hidden in one corner....

Packing is tiring..Packing.....brings back super loads of memory......................

Sentimental me...

2006-05-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

*Yawns* I'm really tired.....I packed my room the whole of today. Been procrastinating and today's kinda like the 1st day I actually stayed at home...woke up feeling motivated to pack my room, started around 12.30pm - 7 pm, damn tiring. But I feel accomplished =) hmm, yUps, although I think I will spend my day tomorrow packing another shelf so that it will be neater and clear some space for my other stuff....really needa get my room neat n clean b4 I can focus on anything....Yup.....

My Accomplishment:

Left: I added a new shelf , making a total of 3 shelves! I connected the sub woofer to my hi-fi, won it during d n d !!! haa, yeps, nothing mUch also.....

Right: This is e cupboard which I was packing all day long, stuffed all my soft toys behind, tink u can c abit of my me 2 u bear....the precious moment musical ball....n many many others, all of which are thoughtful gifts from my beloved friends, really love all of ya, every single one of u =)

hmm, today's packing really brought back many memories, all the way from primary school friends to current ones..! I realised...I'm a super super sentimental person, I knew I was one, but I didn't know that I was such a sentimental person, I practically kept every single note which I've exchanged wif every single person in my life...be it cards, postcards, letters, or just a piece of post-it notes, I never threw it away, I have stuff from young..since primary school.....I keep all the notebooks I use since primary school...omgod, really cannot imagine the amount of rubbish I've accumlated ........but of course, I really can remember every single thing .......the presents that I've accumlated, every single little gift brings back fond memories......memories which I'll share only if u ask me abt it :) I realised I have many precious moments stuff and me 2 u bears........gifts from him last time....gifts frm zy .....gifts from all my friends, they shall remain fond memories in my heart :) sad ones, I'll throw them away but of coz the sad experiences r those that makes u stronger, like I always say..." What doesn't kill you makes you stronger =) I don't know why I feel so inspired to blog.....about many stuff, maybe cause I haven really been blogging recently.....so many things happened ....or rather I've been leading such an enjoyable life...{ fyi, I haven found a job yet..} ..I'm actually just waiting for my China trip { 13 - 20 th June}.....after which I will pursue what I like....

anyway for those who r curious, I've already gotten over the sadness of rejections{ in the area of jobs of course..} =) talking to more people really helps u feel better....

Anyway, I went for the B*A*T Networking Nite @ Nude bar the other day......let u in on a little secret..I almost missed e event, coz I duno why I kept thinking the event was on a Thurs.....until an hour b4 the event my friend smsed me to tell me to meet earlier, n I was shocked, I immediately changed n make up and I was amazed @ my speed, took a cab down and luckily I made it in time for the event, met really nice people from there = )

hmm, heh, ya, went clubbing wif a few of them on Friday too.....went Butter Factory
Below: took 2 pixs but din turn out exactly nice, must take more pics the next time!
{ not nice! dun like e music...} and we went to Velvet after that...and that tortise disappeared thru' e night...{ i tink u noe who u r if u do read my blog :p} anyway nice chat yesterday...really got me thinking a lot...wanted to devote an entire entry on my thoughts..but oh well, maybe another day.....

Meanwhile..people...enjoy life...enjoy urself till the results r out next week! haha, yeps, I'm gg to continue packing my room tmr and do some readings...: )

Take care people...Tag me!!!

* Wow, what a long post....okie, I swear I have a problem with e layouts...always doens't turn out nice...sorry..*

Rejected. Yet agAin..

2006-05-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

What a perfect day.....

woke up in the morning to meet Fong Leng for lunch. decided to have sakae sushi @ Marina...and to my surprise, I realised that different sushi outlets have different menus...they have this lunch set thingy which I decided to try out...I ordered assorted sushi and Feng Leng ordered assorted Bento..The food came in pretty placements...they even had a teapot for miso-soup alike....it was super cutesy n nice! and FongLeng n me wanted to kop home the tea pot, but of coz, we could not and did not....hehe, yeps...it was a nice get together.....nice chat nice meal and so paiseh, she treated me again! n I told her that I'll treat her with my 1st pay....{ but when will I ever get a job?}..

oh ya, bumped into Sheau L'ung on my way to Marina, shall drop him an email tomorrow morning..

after that it was DA VINCI COde with Bing @ Cine Leisure....I would say that the book is more exciting than the show, but they complement each other.....

n then it was shopping n madly, I bought 3 skirts from forever orange n a tube from zarA...oh my oh my.........total amount burnt : $57 + $16.90.= $73.90....oh my god! haa shall be my last spending !! { c how long I can last.}

and my almost perfect day..had to be ruined by..............

Dear Hui Jun,

Thank you for taking time to meet with us again last week.After much deliberation and due consideration of your application, weregret to inform you that you have not been shortlisted for the next round of interview. However, if you remain interested to join the ABC Coy, Iencourage you to visit our Careers page at the following URL:XXXXI sincerely wish you all the best for your future undertakings.

With warmest regards,
Human Resources
Office of the CEO

sighs, sometimes, you just can't help but feel demoralised....though everyone tells u that it's not that u r not good just no luck.....{ you wonder whether they r they realle speaking the truth?} but somehow,I'm begining to feel that I'm not that good after all...........am I just a lousy piece of shit?

Random Post

2006-05-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

Hello all, been long since I last blogged, there's many things to blog about, but..I'm lazy! yUps...an update of my life:

TaiPei Trip

Preview:

28th April - 2nd May: TaiPei Trip [ fotos to be uploaded nxt time]

This is the first time..I took a plane for so long...I mean..2nd time in my life taking an aeroplane..and I flew on JetStar Asia hehe, budget budget..no $$ ..anyway, I feel proud that I was able to come back alone!! hee flew back for the Sgx Test..quite dumb..but dumb to be..but..I feel that I should grab hold of every opportunities and this is a good one!

SlackIng Slacking Slacking..

haha, that describes my life..I've been slacking ever since I came back..tried to meet up wif frens..go out...n thinking of how I can improve and enrich my life...

Went blading wif huang, bing n alvin on sunday! =)
Highlight of the day: First Full ManiCure + Pedicure @Finger Tips!

I went for full mani and pedi...[ no special event just felt like pampering myself! $$ again!] with xf and bing. hehe, after that I went to eat wif bing n walked around till bugis closed...

Bought a watch @ cK tangs today though. haa

Total Spent: $29 + $39 + $6 on dinner = $74!!!! OMYGOD!

ha anyway I plan to go volunteer @ NUH over the nxt few weeks!! to occupy myself and do something meaningful..I'm also gg on an intensive job search!

Bleahs..anyway..Ya.. nothing Much also......hais, feel quite worried actuallie that i dun haf a job..but hopefulli..like Prof Fock says....." I believe that good things come for those who wait"

Lastly...belated post...:

PIerRe PNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie..yes..I look horrid in the pictures above...*Sad-ed* haa

You don't have to tell me that you patched wif ur gf........if u dun intend to tell me the reason....dun tell me in the 1st place that u all broke n patched...

Why Am i SAd?

2006-04-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

It's so ironic, been yearning for this day to come....yet when it ended, everything just came crashing now....I duno y, upon reaching home, I reallY feel Super down...super SUper dupEr down..... it suddenly daunted that I have been so occupied wif sch n work that I haf Though time had washed everything off...but it has not.....n it's sinking into me...argh........anyway I feel quite disappointed wif my fren...i duno y...I feel like having her to accompany me bcoz I wanna go out n tok but apparently she dun feel like gg out......maybe it's reallie the rain that's causing the laziness...mb it's the price...mb it's..i duno......maybe i'm jus sian of everithing... ya...

hais........wad a rainy day...n wad a loomy day to end my 3 yrs of uni life......

Unbelievable

2006-04-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

*Unbelievable*

Tmr's gonna be my last paper.. my last paper in my entire 15 yrs of education.......Pri 1-Pri 6 ; Sec 1 - Sec 4 ; JC1- JC2; University Year 1 - University Year 3.......time really flies...and tmr's gonna be the last daY in school....sobs...I'm starting to feel abit sad ....sad that I'll miss all my frenz in school, esp. the 3 masketeers n hall pals.......SObs..I will dedicate another entry on this another day....

Now I'm taking a break ...I'm really exhausted n my brain feels dead!

BUt i'm gg to take a bathe later n bia on for the next few hours.. and tmr morn..and that's it......2.5 hrs battle which will mark the end of my education at tis point in time......which means as of tmr , I'll be declared unemployed!! haha, wad a funny notion..

okie.anyway I've got another thing to blog about...

I fell down the stairs yesterday!!!!!! * WhaT a Great Fall*! Now my arm is bruised n my back hurts....my back is bruiseD too........stuck Salon PAs on both areas, n it stinks hehe sorri frens ! hmm, YA.....stupid me, duno y I slipped yesterday when i was abt to collect my textbook from my fren ... argh stupid fall hope It'll get better by FriDay..becoz that's when I'm flying to Taiwan !

Doo..DOo..Doo... ok, after the show, gg to bathe n PErservere....

like Boon Kiat says...' the last burst of fire' how apt a description..

HUi JUn, u can do it! Last burst to clarify ur thoughts on BF308, the legendary killer ... hehe !

Yups

everiDay, hang in there! iT's gg to be over REAL SOon....

KEep in TUne..

Super Gal

2006-04-17T02:39:00.000+08:00

Hello, hmm, *Yawns* reaLly tired after studying for financial modelling~ hMm, today's been mroe productive than normal.....studied from 3 - 5pm and from 10 - 1 am [ ha though I keep chatting] but at least I covered till Lecture 6/7? I'm targetting for one more day b4 I finish e stuff and move on to Strag n Fixed income...kinda regretting slacking so much over the last few days....I think I could have done a better job if I studied hard over the last few days..but oh well, shall not whine or complain coz it was my own decision to slack, like simin said " focus and do ur best now n not think of the time u slacked off" which is quite true, I mean time lost is time lost, nothing I can do!

So I hope that I will be more motivated and hopefully I have enough time to complete whatever I need before I conquer the exams! oh well, it's so fast......3 yrs of uni life.....3 yrs full of...happiness and tears and wadever u name it....it's really.." a twinkling of an eye " leh......heh, tis is my favourite phrase when I write composition in primary school...seems like yesterday but...it's almost like 10 yrs ago!! more than that actually...aww...growing old.....

Oh well, i'm blogging now coz I'm waiting for my cousin to finish transfering 2 files to me.......................so slow so slow! haha read clEo magazine jus now but too tired to finish reading it, I am satuated fOr the day and I'm gonna rest my brain and continue my quest tmr...hehe

I can do it! and I'm sure many out there are mugging real hard this semester, let's work hard for...the next 10 days ! in fact..less than that...jia You! it's gonna be over REAL SOON...!

Slacker Day

2006-04-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

hahaha, another slack day for me....this cannot go on!!! Went to 2 branded sales....Furla and Ferragamo [ i duno how to spell ] hahaha n then buffet @ Raffles TOwn Club.....I am so gonna bia for the next few days...wish me luck! hehe

btw, above photos shows my brother...and the pic on the left has my mum, my auntie and my aunt's fren in it..hehe

2006-04-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

hahaha, took tis @ yck cc while studying, hehe study till boliao then play with hp

Cookie Making

2006-04-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

haha, okie.....I declare I am super slack....I went to bake cookies when I was supposed to study yest....ha....

Heavy Heart

2006-04-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

I am writing this entry with a heavy heart. An hour ago, I went to pay my last respects to my secondary form teacher..Wang Bin Lao Shi.....It's a sad ocassion for a class gathering, haven seen most people in a while..yups, I wanna thank Wang Bin lao shi for her guidance during the most rebellious time of my life...Yeps, I must thank her for the encouragement she gave me during my lower sec days...It's a pity I didn't take the effort to keep up with her after graduation...come to think of it.....feel quite bad ...

Maybe it's time we take a step back in our lives..and appreciate those have made a difference in ur live.....

I thank you for your guidance and patience..u r a truly great teacher...

On another note, I'm really sleepy...my revision is progressing really slowly...just no motivation...HAis....

Yawns, Y am i so so so sleepy....give me the power to perservere on!

2006-04-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

And on the Same day....me, yongfeng, MingChiang and Alvin went to Jurong Hill restaurant...to 'celebrate' our last tutorial in NTU.....=)

2006-04-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

The kids did brighten up my day a little..HappY BirthDay Rience.. hope u like the chicken little watch n bob the builder sticker book

2006-04-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

It's a sad Friday but at least I could smile.. Thanks Bing....

Morality

2006-04-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

Your World View
You are a happy, well-balanced person who likes people and is liked by others. You question whether many conventional views on morality are valid under all circumstances.You are essentially a content person.
Sometimes, you consider yourself a little superior. You are moral by your own standards.You believe that morality is what best suits the occasion.

What Is Your World View?

Leaving on a jet plane

2006-03-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving on a jet plane!! to Taiwan, hehe heading there 2 days after exams on 28th April~

I am very excited about the trip..coz it's the first time away from home on a jet plane.....actually it's the 2nd time..but...1st was when I was like 5? I can't even remember the feeling of taking a plane..hehe...

bUt...before that..I gotta conquer two more projects....and one more class presentation...

and then..

It will be intensive mugging for the exams..! Really worried, gotta gif it my best shot as of next week, so that I can hopefully bia my A back haha

I must be motivated to study and not keep sleeping!

JIA YOU! You Can Do it, it's the final lap!!!!!!!! Same goes for everyone!

2006-03-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

Cutie Pies!

2006-03-26T02:02:00.000+08:00

And these were taking during lectures..we were bored..so I started Photo taking hehe

2006-03-26T02:00:00.000+08:00

On the Same day, we have block supper~ these are the 45 pals..

2006-03-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

Too buSy to blog! Just photo Blogging...These were taken when we celebrated YongFeng's BirthDay @ his hall!

2006-02-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

THINGS TO DO :
Monday:
1. FYP [ Meeting on Monday ]
. Prepare for Interview
Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday:
3. Attend Interview2
4. Strategic assignment [ Tuesday - Wed ]
Thursday:
5. Attend Accenture Talk [ Thurs ]
Friday, Saturday and Sunday:
6. Fixed income assignment
7. Catch up on fixed income tutorial
8. FYP

What a packed holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Perservere ~

I am happy .............let the happiness and luck persists...haha

RainBow..

2006-02-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, I forgot to blog about a nice thing that I saw the other time. Thanks to Yung n Rayner they all that i got to caught the bigggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.................................................................................................................
Rainbow!
Look carefully....it's a twin rainbow, the camera din catch the other one....

Yeps, been wanting to look at rainbow for some time, but it's such a rare sight!

hehe, yups nothing much le, take care frens...

Valentine's Day

2006-02-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone out there!

Hmm, it's been some time since i last blogged.....yups..been super busy..........hmm..........it's v-day but it's no v-day to me, I recall last Year, i went to sing ktv wif xf n bing.......

I tried hard to recall wad i did the yr b4 last yr.....I tried hard, but i can't seem to remember.....I dun remember where i went with him...is it a good sign that I have forgottten abt him?

Anyway, this year's v-day is just like any other day... I feel that bf/gf should not jus show appreciation only on v-day....every other day shld be like v-day.....

hmm...yups... I was thinking the other day......am i afraid to open the doors again? somehow, I feel that my heart seems to be frozen....is it coz i haven meet the right person? Or just my heart had been hurt so badly that it can't seem to open up......whenever there r slight flutters, it just shut it back automatically?

I dunoo..i have no answer to that....time will tell.......

Little SuperHero Gal

2006-02-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

Ok, I've been rather lazy to blog recently...Been so busy with work.... I can't remember where i left off, but I think the last entry was about cny...yeps.....

I feel that I need to be less slack, sleep less so that I can complete my work! haha,

yeps.....all I know that..the next few weeks is gonna be hell for me...I can just list the number of projs i have to complete! not to forget the FYP...which is barely in the finishing stage...

but I know I can do it. Just have to manage my time and be more hardworking....

BOA interview on the way......I'm so uptight over it..I wanna get thru! WISH ME LUCK pls....I will try my best!

2006-02-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

Yu Sheng~~

okie, i'm bored with my textbook, so decided to post some pictures. ahha i prepared the dish together wif my mum! so nice! my fav dish of CNy..always look forward to it, so colourful, the colourful stuff are underneath the peanuts n sesame etc.. hehe, enjoy!

Cny Day 3..

2006-02-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year - Day 3

okie, these are the photos taken with Sujuan And Juan Juan, went to uncle's new condo, quite a nice n cozy family gatheirng place, enjoy e fotos!

2006-01-31T02:49:00.000+08:00

My dad!

2006-01-31T02:48:00.001+08:00

on a side note, muhhahaha, i am so proud of my nails..cause i painted them myself! haha

2006-01-31T02:48:00.000+08:00

this is the pic i've been trying to upload but couldn't do it wif blogger...so here's the other boy i was talking about..

2006-01-31T02:46:00.000+08:00

I like tis foto! she's so cute, look at her straight brows..

Chinese New Year!

2006-01-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

Happy chinese new year everyone! Hope all of you got loads of Ang Pows!

Yups..nothing much also, my new year was just like any other new year......just that this is the 1st time we have our CNY @ 54....yeps, just normal steamboat...and gambling after that....I keep LOSING! I tell you all, those born in the year of rat better avoid gambling!! haha,

yeps.....then today, went to river ang bao with the kids, my family n aunts n uncle! haha, yea, it was really tiring gg out wif e kids, but nonetheless, I had some fun~ ...

This was taken on the way from Fullerton to the River Ang Bao....oh, before that, I am so gek we missed the fireworks, haha, only caught a glimpse of it! all because.....I needed the toilet! haha..

Haha, my dad took this picture, hehe,I told my mum the
fortune god looks like a lady...hehe...this fortune god will sprinkle golden pieces of paper and numbers, and my auntie n mum stood waiting for it to happen, hoping to catch some good luck, ahha

This is a photo of me with baby Rielca [ opps i duno how to spell her name ] , she is the baby girl borned on the same day as me! so cute! she's really cute i tell you...simply adorable hehe..

This is me and my brother plus baby... [my brother looks sian, haha look @ his ang bao shirt...haha I said he looked like national flag..hahahaha]

Okie, this is me and the 3 kids, the one beside me is Shawn, hehe look @ his specs..Rience said he looks like chicken little, hehe, n the one in white is my other cousin, she's all alethia [ i duno how to spell too hehe ] , yeps, i am so old.....aww....

Yes, and the kids had to take their kiddy rides, and they had to fight to be the driver of the train, and we ended up waiting for many many rounds before they get to be the driver...

Yes, these were the two boys (okie, i can't seem to upload some pics, shall do it with another program....) who fought over being the driver of the train, and hehe, this train reminds me of thomas the train, Rience's favourite character?

okie, this photo was taken @ 54, she's trying to ' tweeze' hehe...

Oh well, Yawns, the server is really slow, taking so long to upload e pics..anyway, it's already 3 am..and i'm going to just settle wif this post, enjoy the rest of the break...

** It's time to start work...be disiplined, and work real hard...........pls!

Updates..

2006-01-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

WoW, I'm really BUsy!

List of things to complete:

1. FYP ( N0. 1 priority - in progress )
2. Financial Modelling Project 1
3. Prepare Chapter 7 - 10 for fixed income presentation
4. Catch up on fixed income tutorials....
5. Do individual assignment for Strategic Management..
6. Register for Stan Chart.....[ need loads of luck pls! ]

Yeps...so many things yet so little time.....

yeps, but to pamper myself a little, i'm going to dye my hair on friday!!
hehe, yeps, but i'm glad my fyp is progressing....

tonight is megafest, initially wanted to go...but have to go home and take my certificate last minute....so sad, sorry peishi i'll miss your chocolate fondue machine!

Yeps...oh well, life's busy busy busy,

oh, i know this is a rather belated post, but I met up with jiahui , michelle and simin! finally after so long, we gathered! a pity we're missing out on tara and ethel...

we went to ichiban boshi [ sorry no pictures that day.. ] hmm, yeps, had a good chat....then went to star bucks n funnily bumped into ROy [ Mich's bf] yeps.....

it was such a nice and cozy to know that everyone is getting on so well, but like wad simin blogged, I really have the same sentiments as her.....it's strange how we all took different paths but yet we didn't seem to have changed..it felt like we were in Ny.....yesh...it really did feel like we were still in our ny days, just a few years older....in fact......6 years older..haha, imagine ! hmm, wonder when's the next time we'll meet again, but keep in touch, stay pretty n happy babes... :)

Just felt like uploading scenaries..hehe, it's been long since i last sat @ a beach....or watch a sunset...

Scary thoughts

2006-01-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

I have something I wanna blog about. You know, sometimes, I feel that it is so scary, it's like, sometimes you know this person for long, yet you don't know the true colours of the person. Something occurred today and this thought came to me. I'm not gg to blog abt the incident though, its just that..sometimes you think you understand that person, but you never know what the person can do or who the person really is...it's so scary scary scary...but of course this is one of the rare situations i guess...

Yups..nothing much..2nd week of school just passed lydat..

Today in between lessons I went to lunch wif Yong Feng and Alvin in town, then i went to meet Miaosi and Aaron, so funny they were having sakae buffet but i already ate, so i jus looked at them eat and i had free flow of green tea haha,

yups nothing much...

take care pals

It Just Can't Stop raiNning

2006-01-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm, oh my, it just keeps raining, but I like the lovely weather indoors, it's like 24 Hours Aircon! hmm but abit cold sometimes... yeps..
anyway nothing much also.....just felt like blogging, somehow I feel happier this semester I have no idea why, I feel more motivated too, let the motivation build up pls!
yuPs, guess what, I broke a mUg while pillow fighting wif my brother today..come to think of it, I think it's the 1st/2nd time i broke a mug in my life! Got a shock just now man.. haha, anyway yeps, and I bought another 2 bags @ the seiyu sale today for a grand total of ...$10 hehe, but not super nice also just some casual totes. yeps..
That's all folks, tata~

** Hmm...it's leading no where, gone wif the wind..

Carolyn's Birthday

2006-01-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, Finally I've got the photos from Carolyn! It's her 21st GooFy Day. So impressive right, what a huge group foto! hehe.
Top 2 photos : My 1st 3 months AJC frenz, the one in black is my cousin! hehe, yeps, kinda miss the ajc days..it has been great fun meeting up this x'mas!..speaking of which, I think i better go lose some weight, I'm getting really fat..sians..

Great Ktv Session and More Shopping~

2006-01-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

Heh, Just a brief summary of my holiday spent :

1. 11 am - 2.00 pm : KBox @ CineleisUre

2. 2 pm - 8 pm : Shopping N Shopping n More Shopping!

Item Number 1 bought : $22 Blusher
Item Number 2 bought: $17 Secret Potion
Item Number 3 bought : $29. 90 Blue Tube
Item Number 4 bought : $19.90 purple razor back
Item Number 5 bought : $2.50 x 2 nail polish
Dinner : $4.50 subway

Oh my god, haha, grand total of......almOst $100 sPent! haha

** I've already done my part..the rest is up to you....but I know this is just leading to no where..

Citibankers

2006-01-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

this marks the end of my internship, enjoy e photos!

What Temperament r u?

2006-01-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

start of school

2006-01-07T13:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday marks the end of my internship, I really enjoyed my stay there. The colleagues especially, I think I will miss them. hmm, yups, end of internship....means...start of school, I feel totally unprepared for it, duno wad's going on and haf no textbooks etc, tonight going to check everything out...hmm, yups,

yesterday was such a disappointment, supposed to chill @ wala , but..ended up having just a pizza dinner and ended home b4 11 pm, so disappointing, but oh well, there'll be other chances, yeps...

hmm....i don't know why, but somehow i feel that i've been moved , but, oh well, i duno who to tell, anyway i'll just push it to the back of my mind and it'll fade away with time...

hmm, yar, enjoy the weekends frens, take care!

pictorial test

2006-01-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

Reflections

2006-01-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm, wow, 2006 is here! hmm, yups, its time for some reflections.. 2005 has been a real bad year for me, I guess most of my friends knew what I was going through.. but I'm glad everything's tide over, I would like to thank all my friends for standing by me, I really appreciate all of you, I'm so glad to have all of you.. Yups, I am looking forward to 2006, especially the final semester of school, it is really a time for me to work hard, and of course to discover what my real passion is and to discover my career upon graduation, I guess I've reached the quarter life crisis, where I do not know where my life will head after graduation, but there's so much to anticipate, so much to look forward to, I know that I should look forward and not backward, I will forget all the unhappiness and I hope I am doing a great Job, I am doing a good job now.. yUps, anyway I've been really busy wif my internship, hence the few updates, but the internship has been great and enjoyable, met many new people who are nice and yups, learnt a great deal of soft skills etc, anyway, I do not have many things to blog about, hence, will end here, heh, hereby, I wish everyone a Happy 2006 ahead!

2006-01-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

X'mas 2005. Enjoy!

This year's x'mas was spent at Jiayu's condominium @ bukit timah area, heh it was quite fun, we had a TURKEY for the 1st time! It was a simple dinner, but fun with some games, keep it going S16, hope we get to spend every x'mas together! :)

DInner With GeselIA

2005-12-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

it's friday! ha, but nothing much to be happy about but .. I finally Met up wif Geselia! fiNALLY, yes the word is FINALLY haha, hmm, yeps thanks girl for listening to me, actually I have already grown over it but recalling everything made me teared ..so paiseh, but i had a great time talking to you and i feel that I really got better since a year ago, reallly really it made me realised actually i shouldn't really dwell on it anymore, maybe you made me realise that me n him dun really understand each other...maybe u made me realised that i already tried my best for him and that I should look ahead n move on.. yeps. I did and I am glad. I really look fwd to the future even though I don't know what lies ahead...hmm, yeps, time really heals eh? yeps, we shld meet up more often its so nice chatting wif u :) it feels kinda funny, i told you over dinner, that I am not meet him instead I am meeting you. hehe yeps just a short entry when I have time I will pen down more of my inner thoughts..

yeps, work has been fun so far..very hectic but I feel happY with nice colleagues and a new temp and intern just joined us and we had fun together. yeps. tiring though.. starting to feel no life..n...starting to worry about FYP coz there's like no time to do anything!

strife for the best and upgrade urself...this is smthing i learnt out of lunch with new fren Chris [ i think that's his name hehe] and tingkang, yeps..

lalalaa, i am happie with so many new frens

DAVID TAO!

2005-11-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

HEh, so hAppy! just came back from David tAo's concert with xiufeng, liqin and JUnie! it is my fiRst concert ever! haha okie, i m sua ku but i truly enjoyed myself, although mine was a $55 tix n we sat amongst the most boring couples ever, we had light sticks! n haha the music was really good, i shall tell u all more tmr, i am very tired n i'm going to zz le, haha just feel like blogging about it! haha okok, i am going crazy, serendaing myself wif tao jiji's music haha!

first day of work!

2005-11-14T22:01:00.001+08:00

Hello, hehe, i'm back! hehe , it's my first day of work n i got a little peek into the life of a ciT*banker! yeps, it's really dynamic, the people walk faster inside and , i reallye feel inspired by my colleague who is a senior associate, she's really good and she's funny and she's a mum, hmm, n guess wad's the 1st comment i got when my colleague met me? ' did any1 told u u look like jamie teo?' den i felt so paiseh, haha, hmm , it's not as tiring as i thought it would be though i'm feeling sleepy even though it is 10 am only! hmm, the assignment i've got, i'm quite worried coz i can't seem to find the source documents, yes source documents, it's back to SOURCE DOCUMENTS!! can't wait to finish updating the master list, ahh, ya lor, hmm, sigh, i guess i'm rejected by dbs, yf got a call frm them for 2nd round interview, sometimes i think..i am really not that good...sigh i m jus not cut out to be a MA..

first day of work!

2005-11-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

First Day of woRk tmr~

2005-11-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hello, for people who read my previous post don't worry about me, I am feeling better already, hmm, yeps, i packed my room today and it is now spanking clean n neat! haha, hmm well tmr's my 1st day of work, wonder how it'll be like, i just hope that i won't be too tired out by the end of the internship, really sleepy now, just a short post to saY hellO hehe may be long till i blogged cause i guess once i start work i won't have the time to blog le, Hope everyThing Turns ouT fine! maY i have a smooth Internship :p

hEartess mAN

2005-11-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

I don't understand, why is there such a person in the world? Why is it that once upon a time he loved me, yet now, he yells at me...........jus because i wanna have a chat with him, just because i wanna be frens wif him, y can't we jus be any normal fren, who goes for a chat, a nice drink over coffee bean or even just a movie? isn't such a simple wish easily granted, y must things turn out so ugly, is it me who can't let go? or is it him who can't ? i would say i already harbour no hope of him returning, i just don't understand why such a person, could turn out to be lydat....why? i really hate him, i never felt lydat before, who does he think he is to yell at me, my parents don't even do that.............i m truly truly hurt, n sad to know that a person whom i've loved deeply ..turned out to be ...a monster....hmm don't worry, i am fine, i reallie just don't understand why in the world there's such a kind of person, my fren told me he's just not worth it, someone told me there's all sorts of person in the world, all i want to do now, is to sit by the beach................but who is there to accompany me?

FinallY it's over..

2005-11-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

It's over..it's over.. wad is over? haha lame, but my exams are finally over today.....but although it's over, i dun feel happy, because i feel that this semester, i didn't put in the effort and i know i am not going to fare well, i feel so demoralised after all the papers, even before the papers, i just haf a feeling i m not gg to do well bcoz i had been too slack n i don't have time to finish studying, imagine studying for ABM only the night b4? luckily, i managed to have things to write for the exams.. hmm yeps, anyway i shouldn't cry over spilt milk... hmm, after exams i went to meet xiufeng, bing, aaron and miaosi for a nice dinner at spaghetties, it's the 2nd time i've been there, the first was with zongye, yeps, it was 1 - 1 deal under UOB debit card! hehe so hua suan the promotion! yeps, thanks pals for accompanying me to eat even after ur dim sum buffet! hehe, yeps, after the dinner went to walk around with xf n miaosi then headed for home, just packed my room although not very neat but at least much neater than b4, gonna spend one weekend packing my room! hmm, yeps...actually i only have friday, sat n sunday to play, because i am starting work on monday! internship wif CitiBan*. yeps. lalala. i duno know what i am feeling now also

it's been long since i last heard from you......the feelings slowly fading..i hope it doesn't come back....i am still fixing a broken heart....let it heal soon..

jia you huijun!

2005-11-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

Hello, wow it's 5 days to my 1st exam..n i actually went out the whole of today wif my family, oh dear oh dear suddenly feel like there's no time left....how!!! i just have to keep tellin myself i can do it! i really can~
hmmm ya ok ya i'm whining again, but ya jus a short post to de-stress, gtg zz le..

swollen eye

2005-10-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

i woke up with a swollen eye today. it's painful! planned to wake up at 7 . 30 to study today, i actuallie woke up! but....my painful swollen left eye made me go back to zz again, don't know what happened. BUt i managed to study 1 chapter..though i m behind time, i feel much more motivated as compared to the previous few weeks, perhaps due to lack of time already hahaha, yeps, okieokie, just a short post, going to see e doc already, jia you people!

time is running out, endure!

2005-10-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh, i was so stressed i couldn't breathe properly, i cannot sleep properly!
i really feel that time is running out ....i have to keep telling myself i can do it....i can do it!
ya, tmr onwards, gonna work reallie hard, though time is short i gotta make the best out of it!!!!!!!!
HUI JUN YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!

2005-10-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

essential brews!

2005-10-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

me and pretty diana!