Saturday, July 15, 2006
2:02 AM
Hello dearest friends, it's been really long since I last update...sorry for that, I've been really busy and there really isn't much interesting things for me to blog about..
I've started work..into my 3rd week..actually going into 4th week as of next week...work has been pretty interesting...or at least challenging for me to learn fast...I really hope i can do well..but I feel that I have been making mistakes here n there.....and I really have a lot of uncertainties...about my own capabilities...about..the future? I don't know...but time really passes by when you are working, and I just wonder where my life will lead me to in the next few years...it's scary....everyone's being entrapped in the rat race......everyone, myself included, I really wish I have more time for my family, my friends, and for myself. It's funny how you suddenly have super loads of craving when you start work.....like.....Blading, Sitting by the beach...Shopping.....Going to chill-out...going to club...or even just slacking at home, or visit grandmother more often....or just gg out with friends! I know it's all about time management and all...but how do you stay awake the next day at work if u stay out late......
oh man, I'm not making sense anymore...
Anyway, yups. I guess all of u must be wondering where's my post on the China trip...I dun have time to post them at all....and I think my bloggin's gonna stop until i have major things to blog about like......
Sometimes I wonder y i keep bumping into jerks.. like attached guys who asks girls out for reasons we know why...and the list goes on.....I mean, I don't understand, why can't you be satisfied with wad u haf!?! ..hmmm......it's such things I hear that makes me lose faith in relationship..I truly am afraid I am running away from such things....even if sometimes my heart falls wif some1....I no longer feel like pursuing it for fear of breaking the fragile heart.....
I enjoy my life as it is...I just wish that everyone's doing fine and well at their 1st embarkment into the working world...welcome to the corporate world...
haha, this is such a disorganised and aimless piece of entry...
you make my life perfect-`