Sunday, November 13, 2005
12:46 AM
I don't understand, why is there such a person in the world? Why is it that once upon a time he loved me, yet now, he yells at me...........jus because i wanna have a chat with him, just because i wanna be frens wif him, y can't we jus be any normal fren, who goes for a chat, a nice drink over coffee bean or even just a movie? isn't such a simple wish easily granted, y must things turn out so ugly, is it me who can't let go? or is it him who can't ? i would say i already harbour no hope of him returning, i just don't understand why such a person, could turn out to be lydat....why? i really hate him, i never felt lydat before, who does he think he is to yell at me, my parents don't even do that.............i m truly truly hurt, n sad to know that a person whom i've loved deeply ..turned out to be ...a monster....hmm don't worry, i am fine, i reallie just don't understand why in the world there's such a kind of person, my fren told me he's just not worth it, someone told me there's all sorts of person in the world, all i want to do now, is to sit by the beach................but who is there to accompany me?
you make my life perfect-`