Monday, April 25, 2005
12:30 AM
hmm, haven't been blogging of late, does it show that i am hardworking? studying n not blogging? the answer is a big no! haha been too lazy to blog, n ya i'm finally awaiting my last paper...it's so sian, i got so much time to study for the last paper i didn't touch my books for the past 2 days, wondering wad i've been doing, but ya, i noe i will end up havin no time to finish studying at the rate i am gg...yar lor...anyway, i just wan to wish chingmin HAPPY BIRTHDAy~ i'm sure he had fun over in australia yeps, yar lor
oh well, i met up wif him again...oh well, i don't know, mb i m jus weak, but i noe i mus move on, i noe that i cannot continue lydat or the only 1 to suffer will be me...yar lor....he went to kl for a week, promised to watch a movie wif me when he comes back...actuallie maybe it doesn't reallie mean anything to me anymore, for i noe..everithing's changed..
yeps, mb in a way, i learnt to look things positively, i noe i can no longer b the sad me, i noe i mus move on n find the old me..i m on my way..:)
oh man, i am crapping haha, ya my thoughts are random, i duno where to start n where to end...yar....i noe i upset my dad yest n today, i am sorry, but i dunno how to express my apologies, i don't know why everitime things mus turn out lydat...smtimes i wish i haf a loving parents, n a loving family..but sad to say, i haf a parents who dun communicate ...hai
i shall not harp on the sad things..
i just hope that things will turn out better...
stay strong....n positive.. :)
you make my life perfect-`