Friday, April 29, 2005
12:05 AM
finally finally finally..the break is here! haha, had my last paper today went out to makan wif yf n alvin..this alvin wanted to go si ma lu n pray, so we ended up eating at beach road followed by bowling at marina south, quite relaxing, i'm so lousy at bowling! haha, but by luck, i managed to win yf hehe, n i striked twice1 haha, yeps.. but after a while, everi1 was tired already, got home around evening to catch my shows~
finally, i can go shopping, finallie i can take a break, sleep without worries, n indulge in wadeva i need, but first on the list, i got to vacate my hostel room! which is a chore, luckily got xf to help me haha..yar loh....hmm...there's so many things to do...gotta get PA clothes, gotta pack my house room, wanna keep it spick n clean....wanna pack my wardrobe to make room for new office wear, gonna meet up wif frens n cuz! yar lor
but sad to say, i only have 1 week to enjoy myself, but i guess mb one week is enuff, anyway also nothing much to do....wanna pick up blading n go ecp to blade! it's a good exercise apparently...yeps..wanna go gym one day..haha
hmm...oki, maybe over the 1 week break to the last paper, i sorted out my thoughts, n i feel much happier...maybe the only thing tat's impt, is to be happy, although there are things in life that may upset u, ultimately, it is ur decision to choose to b happie..i watch the tv shows, n i saw myself in tracy, holdin on to smthing non existence, n i tot to myself, oh so silly, y shed tears for some1 who dun love u rite...yar lor...i wanna live a happie life, doing things i like...i hope pa will be good although the pay is reallie peanuts! yar lor, i m sure it will be gd hehe [ trying to an wei myself]
yeps.....sigh, although i'm happie, there's sthing which i feel alittle troubled..it's like the feeling in sec sch when i gotta zy...its like the feeling when i met ys....it's like the feeling that.........i dunno how to describe, but anyway mb the feeling is jus temporary...it will go away...becoz..nothing will come out of it..yar lor..i think so...
yeps, i think i'm gg to rest early tonite, need a good nite sleep, i din sleep well last nite maybe i was too xcited abt the last paper but duno y recently always lydat, can't fall deeply in sleep, i'm conscious like till day light, i duno if i slept, i'm sleeping but my mind is conscious, oh well i hope it will go away...
anyway, i got a feeling there's mthing wrong wif my throat, i spit blood everi morning, mb i haf an infected throat, but i hope it will go away..i abit worried..
n i'm always paranoid abt my breathing, smtimes i feel i got some breathing problem, but i dunno if its imaginery or its real..haha
ok, i shall end here, gotta go
for those who are still having exams, hang in there, it's gg to be over real soon! :)
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