Monday, March 21, 2005
12:06 AM
hello, just as i was losing all hopes after looking at the allocation results for phase 2, i got a call from shell asking me down for a 2nd interview! how exciting however, i'm reallie quite nervous about it...its like, my onlie chance before i can dumped into phase 3, i tink if i dun get it, i reallie be realli reallie reallie sad, it seem like this is my onlie motivation to spark me off to studyin for my exams...or maybe smthing which will make me reallie happie, smthing for me to look forward to? the other day, libing cried when she found out she din get phase 2, i totally understand how she feels....i think this semester is a bad semester for her also, i reallie reallie can put myself in her shoes, i understand y she cried, i almost cried too....actuallie it is at this kinda times when i will think of him, jus tink that last time whenever i'm sad, he will be there to make me smile..but of course, now i have other things to make me smile, i survived without him...sometimes, i think i'm veri strong...i mean..maybe its nothing to you people when u read it, but to think back, all the things i had to face, it was reallie hurting.....it reallie seems like those drama u c, i think onlie people who noes the details will understand wad i'm talking about....yar.....oh well, nvm la, i think that sometimes when u lose something, its reallie an opportunity to gain something better, something which is more worthy for u? i dunno..i'm tired n i gotta go sleep, tmr shell interview...wish me luck people...i reallie hope i can get it, i tink i will cry if i dun.........good luck to me.....good luck to everione who haben got a job....
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