Monday, March 21, 2005
9:10 PM
feeling very upset now, i dunno y, ok its just a stupid internship, its jus an attachment, y do i get so sad? maybe it was the hope that i was given n now its dashed....i screwed it up? m i lousy or wad? actuallie i haf no idea, i duno...maybe i jus lacked the luck...or maybe there's something better installed for me in future? i feel so disillusioned, i dnno y, all the sad things flow back to me.....i haf so many things gg on in my mind, but i dunno...................................oh well, dun bother abt me, i will be fine after a gd nite sleep....hmmz....haiz, i dunno, i noe i mus be strong n stop harbouring on the sad thoughts....n of coz...its time to start studying ok idunno wad i'm writing ..i haf a throbbing headache.....n a throbbing heartache
you make my life perfect-`