Wednesday, February 09, 2005
3:26 AM
woah..it's 3.30 am in the morning n i just got back home from si ma lu...went to the temple wif my family after going to the river ang pow....yar....i dunno y i dun feel like sleeping yet.......guess wad...today james msged me..n he called from sunset...asking me if i had his clothes to pass back to him....i said no its in my hall...den he was like ok den ask me how was dinner etc etc....i dunno y after i hung up, i just cried...couldn't hold back the tears..but i'm nt sad..like....i noe i've moved on...but somehow the tears jus flow....act. the whole of this evening i felt quite sian...coz..like....9th feb was supposed to be me n his 2nd anniversary...but sad to say...this day didn't come true....i had been anticipating today to come for the past few months when we were together...i dunno mb i feel that 2nd year is a veri special yr..but ..sadly..it didn't realised la...but anyway ya lor.........sigh i jus truly hope that he's living his life happily wif his new gf la...yar....den after that i went to river ang pow wif family...den went temple to pray pray....den he suddenly msged me again ' r u sleeping yet?' den i asked him why..den he said ' haha nothing i m drunk ' .....drunk? wad kind of excuse is that..den he called back n he said he was alone n fone low batt..but if he's alone whose fone no. was that? sigh i duno la....i just dunno y he called..mb he's nostagic n remembered that 9th feb was 2nd yr anniversary...oh man i dunno la...mb it's just a fren fren kinda thing that he called..to ask me how i was n stuff..but ya...i would rather he not call la...yarz....anyway jus wanna wish everione a happie happie new year ok...collect lotsa ang pows!
may the new year be smooth for all.......
you make my life perfect-`