Saturday, January 29, 2005
1:11 PM
忘了有多久，再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很就，我开始慌了，是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说，童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂，从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里，你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信，相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
有梦想的人就不会寂寞。
对我来说，
有梦想，就像心里面有一个童话。
那个童话，
可以是在一个海岛上，拥有自己的dream house，
可以是跟一个人幸福快乐的活到老，
也可以是为心爱的人做的一件事，
甚至可以是做一件没有人会相信我们做得到的事...
相信童话，就像相信我们的梦想会实现一样，
因为我们就是这个童话故事的主人，
我们就是这个童话故事的作者，
我们决定故事的结局。
每个人心中都曾拥有好多的梦想，
这些梦想不应该消失。
相信自己的童话，
相信梦想会成真。
you make my life perfect-`
hello..hmmm...just woke up..waiting for jack, weizhong n dot to go n bk e venue for SP nite...yeps..yesterdae i went to celebrate liqin's birthday...she held her bday at this ntu chalet which renjie says it cost onlie $40 for the whole weekend! it's reallie huge..but somehow it just gives me the feeling of a haunted house haha like those huge mansions in those scary movies.....yeps...had bbq...helped to bbq..renjie reallie bought a lot of food n couldn't finish it...ya lor....somehow i was reminded of my 19th birthday where james organised a chalet for me at sentosa....all the fun...all e good food.....oh well...those were the good old days...yar lor....actuallie later i gg to ssbay i dunno if i will c him c him already also dunno wad to say or tok better dun c better i wonder how he's doing n everithing should be quite good i guess yeps....actuallie over the past few months, everione keep telling me that he's not good..he's a jerk..etc etc..but i dowan to think of him as such a bad guy....maybe i'm silly or wad lor..but ya..just wan to keep those good memories of him in my heart...but again..to think of it he was reallie nice to me during the period when we were together....perhaps all guys r lydat..when they like u they r nice to u when they dun they jus treat u like rubbish...this brings me to the point that..i feel that i kinda developed a phobia for relationships..i noe its all in the game of love that u face the risk of being hurt u face the risk of changing hearts u face the risk of circumstances..u face the risk of changes..i dunno i noe that i am afraid....i haf a fragile heart n i dowan to break it again after taking such a long time to glue it back ..the past few months were reallie the rough times of my life...never felt so sad n down before...i'm glad i've picked myself up thanks to the company of my good pals.....oki i dunno y i'm soundin so emotional here but guessed it's all been built up over the past couple of weeks...i noe that i'm still sad whenever i think of this past relationship but i noe in my heart i've moved on....moved on for good....n never wanna look back....listening to the song 'tong hua' by guang liang...maybe my fairy tale story is already shattered...but i hope that i will grow to believe again...yesterdae went to the chalet got ktv....den happened to stumble upon this song ' xiang xing ' by sun yan zi...the song describes a girl who had been hurt before....but she hopes she can believe in love again......ya i dunno la i think i'm crazy wake up earlie in the morning come n tok abt this kinda thing but ya oh ya yesterdae nite fang ping n siewhong accompanied me back to my hall for a bathe..we had a nice 3 hr tok in my room toking abt dunno wad can't rem but i felt reallie happie..i love this kinda tok wif my frens...hmm ya lor.....21st bday...i also dunno how i wanna celebrate...still far la huh heh......in the mean time...i'm gonna stay the happie girl i am....sad no more..
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, January 27, 2005
8:12 PM
hmm....guessed its been some time since i last blogged....yeps..actuallie nothing much happened also...let me think of some interesting things to write.......*think* oh no think i got short term memory....hmmm...did i said i watch meet e fockers already? real funni show with the cute boy who goes...'asss-Holeeee' heh....ya lor...oh yesterdae i went to eat wif my friend...supposed to find this $5 steak one...but we couldn't find it so we ended up eating bak kut teh heh is that how u spell it? quite nice although the soup tasted rather artificial..hmm...den i was very full n went to walk around..explored this service apartment..it was real nice...its weird how we could enter the place feel like there was no security..hmmz..ya lor nice swimming pool felt like jumping in for a swim! den we went thru this door n got stuck..haha lucky got an exit...ya lor den we walked around...the pubs r quite nice....with nice lightings..but the river is veri super duper smelly! smelly! haha hmmz...ya lor.........den went to buy selegie dou hua....ya ....den...nothing much also....yeps yeps..jus a short entry lor...bye for nw..
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
7:16 PM
hello...hmm..*stressed* suddenly feeling stressed that i don't have a complete fyp group..i haben got a tutor...haben decided on a topic..haben...yes..u get the point....yups...hm.yar lor..other than fyp i'm relatively quite slack...can't be bothered to read my textbk...but i mus reallie try to get into the mood already...it's gg to be the 3rd week already....n soon..my yr 2 in uni will end....come to think of it..it really seem like yesterday that i've entered uni....so mani things had happened.....happie ones..sad ones....feel so old! gonna turn 21 in july this year....i'm still thinking of how to celebrate my birthday..but still long la..exams haben even finish....hmmz..yar lor...oh well...as for now i'm quite happie wif my life....i mean...i feel happie that i'm able to stay so positive despite all the things that had happened...i feel that i am a stronger person now...i'm glad to have so mani nice frenz for me out there who cares for me..i truly thank them for it...yups...this yr my frens are turning 21..i hope everione will lead a happier life..yups..heh..
anyway yups...i wanna read more newspaper ..not remain so ignorant n naive anymore....:)
you make my life perfect-`
Monday, January 17, 2005
3:07 AM
glimpse from sentosa cove..
you make my life perfect-`
nice foto....taken wif my hp..look pro?
you make my life perfect-`
si jiao chao tien
you make my life perfect-`
more foto of the crab which kept us amused for almost an hr
you make my life perfect-`
more pic of the crab,.
you make my life perfect-`
this is the crab i'm talking abt..:)
you make my life perfect-`
Sunday, January 16, 2005
1:41 AM
hmmz...ok i'm supposed to be reading my BF219 textbook but here i am, decided to blog for a while...oh well...i don't know why recently i have extremely low concentration span, seem to take forever to finish even reading one paragraph..this cannnot continue! hmm..
yeps...yesterdae i went to sentosa with xiaobai..haha hmm he's a friend i got to know through michelle...yups....the weather was really nice...reallie warm and cosy....not cloudy..it's just perfect for sun tanning...hmmz....initially i thought it would be quite weird to go wif someone i'm not that close to...but it turn out perfectly fine...to be precise..it was realy fun i feel..never felt so happy for such a long time....we went to a beach near sunsetbay....yeps...den began tanning..but now that i look at myself..i think the sun had no effect on me, i don't look tan at all! haha hmmz..yeps...hmmz...veri funni..i kept looking over the ssbay to c if james was there, i thought i saw him n i thought i din c him..but actuallie he was there la....supposedly wif his new found girl...hmmz...maybe i'm quite sad..but i guess i plucked up my courage to face it..n..yeps..i'm fine....then went to the bridge, trying to spy at james haha but can't see anything la...yeps...den after a hot hot day, went to soak myself in the sea water..it felt really cold..but got ok after a while...the water was quite dirty though..maybe not dirty, but 'contaminated' wif sea weeds haha..yeps...den i told wallace abt the FOC like how we like to throw the sand n everythin...n guessed wad..i've got sand all over my hair! so disgusting had a hard time washing my hair..yups..after that we went to explore sentosa, n we ended up at Sentosa Cove...it's a private residential area..n the place is..reallie reallie big i must say...and its reallie nice.......there are many bridges ....like the bridges that existed in the princes castle...i think it's a really nice place...interesting that we never knew the place existed...and the kind n frenly security guard let us have a drive around although the actual opening day was actuallie today...yeps...open house for the waterfront condo....nice scenery...after that we went for dinner at lao pat sat..had a reallie full dinner consisting of noodles, rojak and erm satay..yeps....den we walked around all the way to fullerton 1 n to the merlion..haha coz we were too full...n guessed wad we were toking abt the summons n ...the police really came, reallie hope he don't get the summon! yeps....after that we went home...it was a fun but tiring day coz i woke up at 7:30 that day i had lessons in the morning..yeps...overall it was a fun n enjoyable day~
oh yar forgot to mention that we caught a small crab n we were pretty entertained by it haha took a foto of it shall post it up after i upload..yeps...i guess i better get back to my textbk..if not..i'm reallie gonna die beeg time..
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
9:43 AM
hmmz...been almost 2 weeks since school reopened...but i've been slacking big time! haha yar...seriously slacking...no mood to study..no mood to do tutorials..no mood to do everithing....gonna give myself one more day before i start to do my tutorials...yups....maybe it's because of something which i found out recently..that he got a new gf...and i'm quite sad over it..but well...maybe i should be happy for him that he found someone new......perhaps love ain't about possession....maybe we were never meant to be in the first place...i shall curb myself from calling him/ finding out things abt him.....yups...that's what i want to do....move on wif life....perhaps i am just upset that we can't even be friends....libing told me to take my time to recover...maybe it's true...time will heal everything...i am sure it will......in the mean time..gonna enjoy myself...stay happie...n be more positive...coz ..like libing says...you only live life once....live it to the fullest.....i am a strong girl..and i know i will survive....!
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
3:38 PM
hello...it's the 5th day of a new year....got back from my lecture a few hours ago...hmmz..yeps...nothing to do...i vacuumed n packed my room...feeling sleepy..finally the sun is out! hmmz yeps...oh well...new year comes with it a brand new begining....i hope this year would be a better one..next week onwards i must start to get into the mood of studying already..feel so slack this week....hmmz...yesterday james called me....just a short phonecall....he wished me happy new year...and we talked abit....i told him sch reopened..n i'm still staying in hostel...i asked him to meet for dinner...he said he was not free...i asked him what he's busy with, he told me with his own stuff...i don't know what he's doing...well i'm glad to know he's oki...i hope he's happy....kinda still miss him...but i know that i must move on....i haf frens....good frens.....i reallie wanna thank people like siewhong who were always there for me during this period..n i know they will always be there for me....yups..the past week have been spent pubbing n clubbing n shopping...no time to play liaoz....i must lead my own life...happily..i hope all my friends will be happy this year....goodbye 2004....goodbye..
you make my life perfect-`