Wednesday, October 06, 2004
3:12 PM
hello, my first wed that i dun haf lessons....bf212 was cancelled coz tcher had to go on a conference trip....i woke up feeling refreshed....did my bf218 tutorial.....den i called him..i wanted to go n visit him one...becoz it's my free day n i felt like seeing him, but of coz, the ans he gave me was no..he's busy n got things to do...i feel damm sad la....last time my free day or off day he used to come n look for me...i reallie miss his company...i dunno why i'm still hanging on to this love when i noe that things cannot return to e past....the past used to be so happy for me....i seem to haf everything everything..frens...him..family....but now i dun haf him..i still haf my frens n family, am really glad my frens r here for me during this period...but i can't seem to let go...i can't i love him too much..but i noe eventually i'll haf to..actualli i not sure wad difficulties he's facing also..i just hope n pray that everything is ok for him....i hope god would be fairer to him n undo all the things he's facing now for him...i dun haf to be wif him, i just hope at least my wish that he'll be released of all the sufferings will come true.....i dunno...yar lor....i haf to be brave n endure through this pain although i still feel very very sad in my heart....i dunno ...yups...i just hope that at least i get to meet him every now n then n hope he's oki....hope he faces his difficulties bravely too...becoz sometimes i can tell that he wanna give up..yar........now..it's time for me to concentrate on my exams..actuallie i'm really worried for my results for i haven been reallie concentrating on my work..help help! yar......ciaoz
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