Tuesday, August 31, 2004
5:25 PM
hello, well i just ended a long day...came back alone from school for the first time this sem, always had yongfeng to gimme a lift frm sch or drove back coz i had the car for the past month.. hmm...yups....this weekend had been quite slacked....went to fetch daddy from airport on sat morning...after which i went to orchard to meet siewhong to shop for huang's prezzie...met jac, lester, shux n alvin at marche to eat...bumped into sujuan..so qiao..hmm yeps...just a simple dinner...den after dinner rushed to suntect to get siewhong's levi's jeans....yeps.....we didn't get the present but we had a prez in mind which siewhong will go n get it....den...at night i drove to sunset alone to get the receipt..n to look for james as well...hmm i got lost again as usual on my way to sentosa, drove to suntec again...and stopped by the road to ask a taxi driver, bet the taxi driver thinks i'm some idiotic driver who drives without knowing the way! oh well guess i'll haf to lose my way to find my way....yups...den i went sentosa....drove in...then they had an ang moh's party...he was playing dj for a while...den serving at the bar...din noe he's so busy during functions...i mean....i know he's busy last time, but i didn't know it's so busy...hmm yar lor...den i entertained myself playing the games machine...den he played together with me for a while...den i just stoned and look at the sea...find it so peaceful to just listen to the waves hitting the shore.....yeps..hang out till quite late with him, yar...i really haf fun and feel so loved whenever i'm wif him..but these kind of moments are not forever..it's short lived....the weekdays come...reality jus hits back and it's back to the same old thing....short sms-es and sometimes no response at all..becoz he's busy...yar...i dunno..he said he needs more time...he says he's trying too....i really hope that's wad he's doing...becoz i really hope for the better...i mean..i know it's silly of me..but i just can't stop loving him..can't stop thinking of him.....i don't know why also.....although i don't really feel that sad..mb i'm jus numbed from the feeling..when he calls me back i just feel so happie happie happie...the kind of feeling i don't know how to describe also....i just know that i'll be there for him....and i just hope that everything will return to wad used to be although i know..there's a slim chance....i'm jus a silly me who'll love him until i dunno when.....
hmm yea....and i'm glad i'm slowly catching up on my work..all thanks to the quizes....although the 1st one's rather demoralising coz i made lotsa stupid mistake, the quiz today was relatively easy...yar...i wanna work hard n not slack anymore, not to indulge in my sadness becoz it doesn't help at all.....yar...study hard girl!
you make my life perfect-`