Monday, July 19, 2004
2:02 AM
hello, i'm back, feeling very shag...from the preparation of camps, starting from friday, i've been sleeping late every night, doing the camp stuff for SP night, helping out wif treasure hunt games and the son of the bitch, been going on a shopping spree every day too....first night in my room i couldn't sleep properly, 2nd and 3rd night did the things till too late...but it had all been lotsa fun preparing the stuff wif deyi, weijie, weizhong and sometimes xiuzhu, zhixiong and jiamin...i hope the camp is gonna be fun, tmr will get a chance to see the freshies, hopefully they are spontaneous....yups yups...oh well...just quarelled wif james just now..duno how it started too, but i was very tired, came back to my room and first thing i did was to call and have a nice chat wif him, dunono y end up quarelling....den he said i so busy till i no time to call him...worst still he said i didn't say the precious 3 words, 'i love u'....he always say it to me everytime he hangs up the fone wif me..for me...i'ld say..but only when i'm alone wif no one around to hear me..i'm paiseh wad...i'm not used to expressing my love for someone so openly....quarrel quarrel....den..i dunno i just broke down...i just feel sad that he misunderstood me..i thought of him the whole day even though i was busy..yet he made it seemed like i didn't tink of him at all..hmpf!...but oh well, i'm glad everything is ok....i love him wif all my heart..it's just that i dun show it..i dun express it out openly, i hope he understands, i guess he does..but dunno why we end up quarreling also, maybe we're both just very tired...
yups.....tmr comes the camp we've all been busy preparing for( at least i know my group does)...tues....wed..thurs....fri comes my birthday!! haha..hmm although i won't get a chance to celebrate it coz it'll be during the camp, i just hope to have a birthday cake on my birthday, but prob won't get to eat it...oh well...last year i had a chalet for my birthday, james organised it for me ( aww..how sweet of him :) )
me and my dearest james :)--he's killing a crab!
..yups...this year no time to organise also....and i dowan also..just wanna celebrate it in a simple way....yups..hmm...lalala~ ..i feel tired.... ciaoz..
you make my life perfect-`